Failure.

Totally down for my results.
I duno what should I do for the next.
I'm Lost.
I'm a failure!

Do you?

You never takes thing serious.
You never care my feelings.
You never do your promises.
You always tells me that you love me.
But do eu really understand or know how to love a person?
I guess, you are not loving me, although eu always love me by using ur mouth only.


Do you care about me?

Conclusion : I'm disppointed for eu, I'm sad for choosing the wrong one, and I realise that im actually walking alone, you are just the shadow, your heart , not with me, HEARTBREAK.

EXam Exam exam.

Having final exam now, four more subject to go.
Why four???
Because I resit 2 sub due to last sem I too CLEVER.
Haih..I wonder I will fail how many subject in this sem.
Hopefully, I'll get all Pass.
GOD BLESS ME!

Well, the happiest part is, after tortured by the terrible exam week,
Im going to Hong Kong with my bro!!! *winks
I wan to buy many many shirt and whatever I like at thr!!! :P
*****But those shirt are not my new year shirt.
Although Chinese New Year is near, but I don't even have the CNY mood and I won't celebrate it.
La-la-la-la-la..
But when I travel to Hong Kong, my little stupid babe will be alone at M'sia.
Sob. Sorry, be. I have no choice, this offer is too tempting. *LAUGH OUT LOUD
And to all my friends, I will buy souvenir for you all, no worries.
*hey, not all la. Some of my close friend only.

Wait me, HK ♥

Hmm, stop here :)
Going to study my IST dy.
love me please, IST.

FARRRRKKKKK YOU UGLY BITCH!
HEY WHORE, YOUR BOYFRIEND CHEAT ON YOU AND HAVING SEX WITH OTHERS GOT ANY CONNECTION WITH MY BOYFRIEND ?
I THOUGHT IT IS JUST A NORMAL THING IN THE LIFE OF A WHORE LIKE YOU!!!
PHONE HIM AND CRY? NEED ANY HELP? IM JUST AT PENANG AND IM WILLING TO HELP YOU ANYTIME!
YOU SHOULD JUST ASK YOURSELF WHY THIS WILL HAPPENED!!! BECAUSE OF YOURSELF ALSO BEING SO HIAO OKAY!
JUST ACCEPT WHAT YOUR BOYFRIEND HAD DONE ON YOU LA BITCH.

IN THIS CASE,
I CAN JUST SAY, YOU DESERVED IT!!!!
OF COURSE, IM GOING TO KILL MY BOYFRIEND ALSO.
CAUSE IM REALLY MAD!!!

寂寞
那种感觉又来了
空虚
这感觉不是每个人都能感受到
我感受到了
孤独得会让你想就这样逃避一切
死了算了
可是我的意志还在
我不可以让它控制我
天总会亮的
亮了就没事了
又是一个人坚强的熬过了

和他吵了架
一个人流着泪驾车回到家
看着电话的壁纸
想找个人倾诉时
一个小时后
才发现
其实我真的
一无所有
我
好想见你，妈

我，
一直以为我是个开朗的女生
一直以为我自己很坚强
一直以为我可以很客观的面对任何问题
一直都以为我很潇洒
一直以为我生活里不是我一个人
才发现，其实，我都错了。
我很开朗，但内心空虚
我很坚强，但是其实坚强很辛苦
我客观，在我的生活里我不能不是个成熟的人
我潇洒，因为我不想让人担心
其实，我，谁都没有
我的最好朋友是眼泪
只有它，能在深夜里，陪我度过
在寂寞时，陪伴我
伤心时，陪我伤心掉眼泪
为什么我不能变得不成熟？
也许能，我会快乐些。

原来我一直是孤独的，
痛了，哭了，累了
也还是一样
孤独的承受着
一个不开心的我自己

BLACK tuesday

Erhemm. The blog's owner is finally back to her land.
Hello, peoples!
Well, since I never blogs for more than a half year,there must be many many things you all had miss up.
In this few months, I got a BIG changes in my life.
the sad things, I not really want to share at here and the good thing is I GOT A BOYFRIEND :D
Im currently study at TAR college, Banking and Finance.
College? Sounds nice, but it is a place full of assignments,presentations and test.
All of this already stop now, but here comes another big bIG BIG trouble - FINAL EXAM!!!
Wait....wait. I think i have to stop all this and telling my feelings in heart right now!
I'm really hurt and totally pissed off!!! I hate eu to the max, I dont ever have such feelings to any of my friends before.
You are the LUCKY NUMBER ONE.
I have no ideas why you all done all this to me. *except for the one or maybe two? =S
For me, FRIEND, is important in my life. Of course, not the first one in my heart if im with my beloved bf ♥ or family. But I bet there is no one else can beat up my loyalty to my friends! Any of my friends need help, I will surely try my best to help them out and its actually no benefits for me at all.
But I will still happy for lending them a hand because they were all my lovely friends.
Im the person which peoples always called it as 讲义气 one. From I know what meaning is 义气 till now, I thought it is a Praise instead of Critical. But today, I realized, I was so wrong, its actually a critical since I dont found out any advantages of being the one with 义气.
Im mad with what eu had asking me in the class which eu're actually know the ans.

When eu asked me, WHY ARE EU COMING ALONE?
That time, seriously, I was still thinking, is it I blame the wrong one.
Lol..LAUGH OUT LOUD to myself for being so innocent. Till the last minute,im still suspect that im the one who make the things wrong. After i know the truth, I'm really dissapointed but Im more on ANGER.
For my personalities, I will go in front eu, face to face, ask the things clear before I put any decision on eu. But ends up with peace. I dont want to lose a friendand make the others into the awkward situation.

To her, I might still be the old me, but sorry, not the real one.

This is that much I can do for you right now. I dont mind to lose a friend like eu, so i prefer to act in front eu. ***Not for eu,but for our gang? :D I sacrifice, its okay.
Ughhhh.. duwan to say this anymore. Think of the scene just now, makes me feels like want to give her a fuck NIAAAAAA. *gahh, honestly, my bf always laugh at your expression because eu always forgot to CLOSE your mouth =s and the harsh word from him I duwan to tell here *laughing!
Why am I titled this as BLACk tuesday?
Cause when I come out from coll, I saw a paper on my car, I thought is was a saman then im going to die again. But walk nearly, it is a NOTES from a anonymous which are complaining my car blocking her/his car. WHAT THE HELL?
Im sure and 100% confirm that I dint block your car cause when I park, there is no car beside me, just in front and behind.
HOW I BLOCK UR CAR?
so u mean eu are the one in front me / behind me OR beside me? If eu are the one beside me, can i ask how eu park in after me, STUPID IDIOT? *what a brainless student in TARC, felt sympathy on that, pity ur dear mom.
Lastly, the SUIness thing is I kena blocked by mata-POLICE. how? Of course i wont choose to pay 200 bucks instead of 30 bucks for kopiduit. So, I wasted 30 bucks for nothing. Ughhhhhhh. Im kinda poor nowadays, why still want to torture me like this. SOB.

-------------------my be is going to birthday soon-------------------
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